[He mumbles softly in between sobs that he can't seem to silence. He's frustrated and tired of this already, tired of being so broken and so afraid. He thought he was past all of this already. He doesn't know why he can feel his heart thudding so hard it seems to rattle his head.]
I don't want to be so weak. I don't... I can't...
[He gasps for breath that his tight chest can't seem to take in, and his eyes go wide as he realizes what's happening. His medication is gone and all his coping strategies are out the window and he can't believe he could be so pathetic.]
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[He mumbles softly in between sobs that he can't seem to silence. He's frustrated and tired of this already, tired of being so broken and so afraid. He thought he was past all of this already. He doesn't know why he can feel his heart thudding so hard it seems to rattle his head.]
I don't want to be so weak. I don't... I can't...
[He gasps for breath that his tight chest can't seem to take in, and his eyes go wide as he realizes what's happening. His medication is gone and all his coping strategies are out the window and he can't believe he could be so pathetic.]