Yes! Yes, I am, I'm acting like I'm going to die or kill myself or... I don't fucking know, I'm...
[He's freaking out. A lot. Nothing he's done so far has made anything better, and it seems like no one believes him enough to take his warnings seriously. He feels like someone's just going to be hurt and he'll be powerless to stop it all over again.
The hand moving up his back makes his breath hitch, but it's a steady, familiar movement. Rich desperately clings onto that familiarity, tries to match his gasping breath in tie with that rhythm. Eventually, his chest starts to feel a little less tight, enough to speak properly.]
I don't feel brave at all. I feel like... everything's just moving forward to the end of the world, and I'm just stuck watching it. I keep thinking about what it might do... if it tries to take over again...
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[He's freaking out. A lot. Nothing he's done so far has made anything better, and it seems like no one believes him enough to take his warnings seriously. He feels like someone's just going to be hurt and he'll be powerless to stop it all over again.
The hand moving up his back makes his breath hitch, but it's a steady, familiar movement. Rich desperately clings onto that familiarity, tries to match his gasping breath in tie with that rhythm. Eventually, his chest starts to feel a little less tight, enough to speak properly.]
I don't feel brave at all. I feel like... everything's just moving forward to the end of the world, and I'm just stuck watching it. I keep thinking about what it might do... if it tries to take over again...