[It's not quite a metaphor, in Rich's opinion, but he knows he might be exaggerating. It's not like the SQUIP has a stockpile of pills here. Though... he does worry that it could conjure some to stockpile them.
Well, all the more reason to make sure he finds a way to stop him first. He's still tense and terrified, but he tries his best to listen to what Aziraphale is saying.]
I don't want it getting to people who want it, either. That's... why I'm trying to find a witch to help me.
[He's afraid to ask Aziraphale if he will leave him alone. He knows Aziraphale has other things to worry about besides him and if he'd rather spend his company with someone less fucked up, Rich certainly wouldn't blame him.]
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Well, all the more reason to make sure he finds a way to stop him first. He's still tense and terrified, but he tries his best to listen to what Aziraphale is saying.]
I don't want it getting to people who want it, either. That's... why I'm trying to find a witch to help me.
[He's afraid to ask Aziraphale if he will leave him alone. He knows Aziraphale has other things to worry about besides him and if he'd rather spend his company with someone less fucked up, Rich certainly wouldn't blame him.]