[Rich frowns with confusion, fairly oblivious to whatever Aziraphale had gone through. He honestly wishes he was in a better place, where he could do more to help him instead. He doesn't know why the man is so hesitant about this, besides possibly just being uncomfortable with big displays of emotion...]

You never really talked about that. About being free and all that. But... I think I get what you're saying. The past can hold you back if you don't accept it. I mean... I got closure with my dad, when I went to pack my shit, but the SQUIP just kind of... disappeared.

...And now it's just right back again, making me feel as bad as I did before.