It takes a lot of time to get used to it. I keep... expecting someone to tell me what to do, and sometimes it feels weird when it doesn't happen.

[He's glad to be free of it, but he also was a sucker for the security of someone making all the decisions for him. He can guess Aziraphale feels similar, even if he doesn't know details.]

...I guess so. I mean, I don't know how to face it. There weren't a lot of people I could tell back home. Unless I wanted to end up in the hospital for the rest of my life.

Plus it's not like it's ever going to understand it did something wrong.