[Though in his case it came from years (and years and years) of the other angels slowly but surely chipping away at his self esteem.]
But Rich, if you really were that awful, or any kind of awful whatsoever, you wouldn't have this kind of regrets. I'm not sure what happened, exactly, but I know that you had to do something drastic to get the SQUIP out of your head. You wouldn't have gone to such lengths if that was who you truly were, inside.
It was manipulating you, Rich, in the most horrifying of ways.
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[Though in his case it came from years (and years and years) of the other angels slowly but surely chipping away at his self esteem.]
But Rich, if you really were that awful, or any kind of awful whatsoever, you wouldn't have this kind of regrets. I'm not sure what happened, exactly, but I know that you had to do something drastic to get the SQUIP out of your head. You wouldn't have gone to such lengths if that was who you truly were, inside.
It was manipulating you, Rich, in the most horrifying of ways.