[ is akutagawa really going to spill his guts to hefebl?? he barely knows this guy..... apparently yes. they both seem like kindred spirits (read: crazy ppl), so what's the harm in sharing just a teeny, tiny bit? ]

...He never wanted to bond with me to begin with, so that might have something to do with it.

[ he hates talking about his relationship with dazai, he hates when people tell him he's a fucking moron who needs to cut the guy off, he hates. everything. everything!!!!!!!!!!

akutagawa has to let off a chuff. ]

Him? Married? Hardly. Though, I suppose it isn't far from the truth. There are others he holds in very high esteem, and treasures greatly, but when it comes to me...

[ yeah no he can't do this ]

It doesn't matter. As I said, I am strong enough to sustain our bond no matter what. I'm not worried.