That's right... You don't. I was a fool for asking-- especially when I already know the answer.
[ it always feels like defeat and submission when it comes to this man, and akutagawa wishes desperately that wasn't the case. that, too, is impossible though; too much dust and debris between them remains, and akutagawa can't even begin sifting through it right now. not all by himself, while dazai just heaps more and more mess onto him. ]
Rejoice, Dazai-san. Ordinarily I would do my best to force an answer out of you, but right now, I don't see the point. As I said before, do whatever you want.
[ you're not worth it. he wants to sneer. the only reason akutagawa doesn't say it is because he knows that isn't quite true. ]
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That's right... You don't. I was a fool for asking-- especially when I already know the answer.
[ it always feels like defeat and submission when it comes to this man, and akutagawa wishes desperately that wasn't the case. that, too, is impossible though; too much dust and debris between them remains, and akutagawa can't even begin sifting through it right now. not all by himself, while dazai just heaps more and more mess onto him. ]
Rejoice, Dazai-san. Ordinarily I would do my best to force an answer out of you, but right now, I don't see the point. As I said before, do whatever you want.
[ you're not worth it. he wants to sneer. the only reason akutagawa doesn't say it is because he knows that isn't quite true. ]