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[darkcharge]

Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
Format: Text



[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]

Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.

A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?

Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.

This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.

[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]

Comments

[darkcharge]

I wasn't looking for someone.

[wordsinthesoul]

[Someone who wasn't looking for friends…? He's not sure he could track this person down, but- hm. He'll keep an eye out.]

Sometimes, a person such as that finds you.

[darkcharge]

...That might have been what happened here.

[ Technically Mira did find him! ]

[wordsinthesoul]

Indeed. Do you feel it is for weal, or woe?

[darkcharge]

I have no idea what those words that you just used there even mean.

[wordsinthesoul]

Ah, my pardons. For good, or for ill?

[darkcharge]

Hmm. I don't really know yet.

[wordsinthesoul]

I suppose it'll take some time. How long have you known each other, if I might ask?

[darkcharge]

A handful of months.

[wordsinthesoul]

So it's a relatively new relationship, then?

[darkcharge]

All "relationships" here are going to be "new."

[wordsinthesoul]

[Given the conversation… well, it sounds as though this person's not very used to relationships at all. (A little familiar, maybe?)]

Given how many places we all seem to be from, it seems that can't help but be true. I should hope that they turn out as well.

[darkcharge]

Not everyone is going to get alone with everyone else.

[wordsinthesoul]

[…well, there's certainly one thought that springs to mind for him- so he can't disagree.]

True. But I should hope more would than wouldn't.

[darkcharge]

That would imply that the force that brought us here actually thought ahead. Personally, that's very unlikely.

[wordsinthesoul]

Oh, I thought it said more about people. I don't disagree, though.