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Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
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[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
Date: 3/1
Format: Text
[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
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don't go out of your way to change anything
because like...
if you're not big on touchy feely feelings-y things
you might want to do something to not go down that road
just a guess
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uh let's see...
some people
when they're not super on board with this kinda thing
they wanna interfere in what's happening
like as a defence ?
so all i'm saying is
maybe don't worry about the specifics so much and just
let things keep happening organically~
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no one's gonna stop you
i just think you might enjoy it if you let it be
[ it's the kind of thing anyone would want. right? ]
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He's adjusting. ]
Oh who knows. I haven't really committed to one course off action over another yet.
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it's not a race or anything