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✘ Vanitas ([personal profile] darkcharge) wrote in [community profile] aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am

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Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
Format: Text



[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]

Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.

A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?

Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.

This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.


[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
thejoyrider: (⚜️ 038)

[personal profile] thejoyrider 2020-03-02 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[How peculiar... There’s exactly one person in Aefenglom who regularly talks to her like this, especially when this kind of topics is mentioned. Could there be more?]

I could stop, but were you not the one who asked for advice? Don’t you want it anymore?

[If this person is like Vanitas and she is not supposed to say the F word...]

You do at least care for them, do you not?
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[personal profile] thejoyrider 2020-03-02 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[Alright.]

So, do you care for that person?
thejoyrider: (⚜️ 051)

[personal profile] thejoyrider 2020-03-05 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
This sounds like you really do. Why is that so surprising to you?