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[darkcharge]

Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
Format: Text



[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]

Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.

A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?

Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.

This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.

[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]

Comments

[darkcharge]

I don't know.

[lightblooming]

Caring about someone doesn't necessarily mean that
you're best friends. Sometimes the both of you can share a more familial relationship - or one that's someone you look up to.

[darkcharge]

I don't know that I would say I look up to this person. Not exactly anyway.

[lightblooming]

If you're uncertain about how you would think of your relationship, it may be a good idea to take some time to figure it out for yourself.

[darkcharge]

What is it that you think I am doing all this for?

[lightblooming]

You wouldn't have asked if you weren't seeking an answer from someone. But, isn't this something you should find out for yourself, too?

[darkcharge]

This is how I will find out for myself. How can I pick a direction without at least seeing a map?

[lightblooming]

I understand. But, I hope that you can find the answer for yourself, as wsell.

[darkcharge]

I still see it as the same thing in the end.

[lightblooming]

You may be right. ... But, I hope you find your anwer regardless.