darkcharge: (86)
✘ Vanitas ([personal profile] darkcharge) wrote in [community profile] aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am

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Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
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[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]

Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.

A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?

Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.

This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.


[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-03-11 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
Family, yes. There is such a bond that could be created between people who care about each other a lot more than friendship implies.

[ He considers Shizuka and Kivat as family. Megumi and Keigo kind of count, too. They're his most precious friends but he'll also die for them. ]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-03-12 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
A person whom you feel so much fondness and dedication towards, to the point they become part of your life in the same way a family member you love would. That's usually what determines a bond like that.
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-04-01 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not uncommon to still feel a certain way even without having a family.

I grew up without my parents - biological family to speak of, and started feeling that sort of fondness for some of my friends who stuck with me.