Huh...yeah I get what your saying, actually. And I feel the same way, not wanting people to know certain things about me. That's why I'm still a little hesitant to Bond again. But for what it's worth, if it makes you feel better, um...
well
[Gon feels a little fidgety as he tries to think of how to articulate what he wants to say...]
at least you dont feel each other's emotions all the TIME, it's just when their kind of high, right? And even then... I definitely thought my feelings would make my current Bonded feel miserable because they were SO big and SO bad and way worse than i had actually let anyone know, and I was positive he might regret it at first once he realized all the scary feelings and thoughts i was hiding, all that stuff... but actually we got a lot closer. We talked about some stuff we never would have talked about otherwise... which was hard! but um. I dont know. Sometimes it's good. we've known each other for years and we've never been this close. I kind of can't believe it.....
[shit Gon shut up stay on topic]
not that it's so easy to make that jump but...I guess I'm saying I might have been making it a bigger deal than it actually was, and you might be too. I think I was overestimating my ugly stuff and underestimating the kindness of other people
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well
[Gon feels a little fidgety as he tries to think of how to articulate what he wants to say...]
at least you dont feel each other's emotions all the TIME, it's just when their kind of high, right? And even then... I definitely thought my feelings would make my current Bonded feel miserable because they were SO big and SO bad and way worse than i had actually let anyone know, and I was positive he might regret it at first once he realized all the scary feelings and thoughts i was hiding, all that stuff... but actually we got a lot closer. We talked about some stuff we never would have talked about otherwise... which was hard! but um. I dont know. Sometimes it's good. we've known each other for years and we've never been this close. I kind of can't believe it.....
[shit Gon shut up stay on topic]
not that it's so easy to make that jump but...I guess I'm saying I might have been making it a bigger deal than it actually was, and you might be too. I think I was overestimating my ugly stuff and underestimating the kindness of other people