[It's a difficult question for someone that has always gladly accepted his existence belonged to someone else. A representation of his people that would be there to support and protect them, always needing to consider the concerns and desires of those he was living with. And even beyond his sect, being with his friends... in that case, it was another decision based on what they needed. A position of support that ultimately failed.]
I suppose it is true that I have not thought enough about that. I thought I could be happy with just protecting the ones I care about, but it isn't so simple even for me. I thought I could ensure the happiness of those around me, but I don't know if I ever understood what they really wanted.
And I do not wish to repeat the past. There are people I still care for, but recently I feel that Bonding has not become what I thought it would be.
I think... I may have been the one betraying others. Although I did not mean to. Do you believe someone like that can change?
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I suppose it is true that I have not thought enough about that. I thought I could be happy with just protecting the ones I care about, but it isn't so simple even for me. I thought I could ensure the happiness of those around me, but I don't know if I ever understood what they really wanted.
And I do not wish to repeat the past. There are people I still care for, but recently I feel that Bonding has not become what I thought it would be.
I think... I may have been the one betraying others. Although I did not mean to. Do you believe someone like that can change?