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Hi, Monika here! ♥ ([personal profile] loadme) wrote in [community profile] aefenglom2019-10-22 08:38 pm

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Name: Monika
Date: Octeuril 18
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Isn't it funny how you can spend weeks, months, and maybe even longer in trying to be a better person.

Only for a couple of bad days to make it feel like you lost most of your progress?
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[personal profile] enkidoh 2019-10-26 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It isn't easy to do. It takes a lot of energy.

Are these memories relevant to your situation here?
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[personal profile] enkidoh 2019-10-31 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
if that is the choice you make then the answer is really quite simple.

don't be the person you once were.
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[personal profile] enkidoh 2019-11-04 12:15 pm (UTC)(link)
no. no, it is not easy. every choice comes with consequences. but it can be rewarding. it can open doors you have never been able to find.

whenever a person is bad there is mostly a reason why they are that way. they might suffer in their own way. yet it is up to them to realize that.
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[personal profile] enkidoh 2019-11-10 11:36 am (UTC)(link)
[Enkidu understands humans because they have learned to understand them. They witnessed their development and how they grow. How they take certain paths and make certain choices. And at times that growth stagnates and they change.

Humans are complicated.]


i have never felt that. but i can only imagine how rewarding it must feel.

i think you should hold on to that and allow your soul to grow even further.


[Enkidu waits a little before sending out the next message.]

how did that feel?
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[personal profile] enkidoh 2019-11-14 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, that must be an amazing feeling.]

if something feels nice it would be a shame to lose it.

and i think that is something you do not want to lose.