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aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am
darkcharge) wrote in aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am
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Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
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[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
Date: 3/1
Format: Text
[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
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The "boy friend" part won't happen. Though I'm not sure that this qualifies as "platonic friendship" either.
i html failed hard in my previous tag, sorry
bonds are known to be less platonic. but still not similar to a boy friend because having a boy friend leads to marriage.
[Sorry Vanitas, Gil has taught them some wild things.]
pssht. i ain't concerned.
It sounds like you're stuck on the boyfriend thing though.
:") thanks friend
[Really? Are they? They should ask Gil again one day, maybe.]
you do not seem to like to feel affection for another? why is that so? why would you deny yourself such a thing?
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[ Go get your man, clay thing??? ]
Because it can get in the way of other things.
sorry for the VERY late reply!
[They should get their man but they're being complicated about it.]
like what? are you afraid that it will occupy your mind a lot? because affection can do that. it is quite a difficult feeling. it is quite warm.
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Maybe as a distraction from things that are more important than feeling that sort of warmth.
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once i thought about that as well. but i realized it is very important.
what is most important to you then?