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aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am
darkcharge) wrote in aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am
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Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
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[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
Date: 3/1
Format: Text
[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
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Oh? I am sure. I don’t think you’d care so much if you didn’t have feelings for these people.no subject
Wow. You're not helpful at all.
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I never claimed to be.
And, for the record, just because you don’t like my answer doesn’t mean it’s wrong.
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No, but that doesn't negate the fact it shouldn't be possible either.
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If you’re expecting anything here to be constrained by what’s possible, you’re in for a very rude awakening.no subject
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You can snap back at me all you want, but it’s clear you’re only deflecting.no subject
Or you're simply too into your teasing to realize that I am not trying to be dismissive about this.
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Oh? Then why is it, whenever anybody offers a solution, you insist they misunderstood the problem?no subject
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Doesn’t that make it all the more important to be honest?no subject
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That goes for caring for people in general, I’m afraid.
It’s going to hurt if somebody leaves, and it’s going to hurt when somebody dies. That’s the risk that you take when you love someone, platonically or otherwise.
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So it doesn't sound like there is much choice on my part to take that risk.