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aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am
darkcharge) wrote in aefenglom2020-03-01 10:37 am
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Name: Anonymous | Vanitas
Date: 3/1
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[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
Date: 3/1
Format: Text
[ So Vanitas has been terribly frustrated for the last few days trying to figure this out himself. Unfortunately, he isn't really equipped to come to the answers on his own. ]
Normally I wouldn't bother with things like this, but it would appear that all my other options are exhausted or unavailable.
A little while ago I found myself experiencing some strong urges. I can't say that they are entirely unfamiliar, but the circumstances and conditions are different. Wanting to throttle someone and make them pay is nothing new, but because they hurt someone I am acquainted with is. So I suppose my question there is why. This person is perfectly capable of handling it themselves so why is it that I also want to?
Which brings me to the second issue since this is all tied to the same situation. The look this person had on their face? I didn't like it and I don't want to see it again. That is new and I don't know what that means or what it is at all.
This is probably a waste of time, but I can't figure it out. So here we are.
[ tl;dr: Vanitas might actually care about someone - or at least have something of an urge to protect them - but he can't recognize it at all because pfft he's not the sort that does that, right? ]
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Gah. I don't even know anymore. What you're saying is what others are saying just in different ways. And I don't know what to think about that or what to do.
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[ Van is the Darkness that had been within Ventus. Ventus is the Light, the one capable of these thoughts and emotions. Van's never known anything but pan and his own negative emotions - his irritation and disdain for the world at large and for his own half existence. ]
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Thanks, regardless.