You could do what I did and use all your magic so you're bedridden for a few days.
... Seriously, though, it's not all going to come tumbling down tomorrow. You're freaked out, I get it, but you're also catastrophizing instead of channeling that energy into something constructive. You're literally making it worse for yourself.
Instead of focusing on what you don't have or can't do, think about what you CAN do.
Let's start with practicing magic. Which classes are you interested in? Do you have a study partner?
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... Seriously, though, it's not all going to come tumbling down tomorrow. You're freaked out, I get it, but you're also catastrophizing instead of channeling that energy into something constructive. You're literally making it worse for yourself.
Instead of focusing on what you don't have or can't do, think about what you CAN do.
Let's start with practicing magic. Which classes are you interested in? Do you have a study partner?