[It's only after he types it that he realizes how much that mindset stems from what he'd just escaped back home, where he was absolutely both and possibly blamed for it by the others on his team. Their looks of distrust still stick in his head when he thinks of his friends, which just spirals out into all the other issues...
Maybe it's a little bit about blame. But not entirely.]
I'm just trying to do better. Be better than I have been.
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[It's only after he types it that he realizes how much that mindset stems from what he'd just escaped back home, where he was absolutely both and possibly blamed for it by the others on his team. Their looks of distrust still stick in his head when he thinks of his friends, which just spirals out into all the other issues...
Maybe it's a little bit about blame. But not entirely.]
I'm just trying to do better. Be better than I have been.