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fordola (rem) lupis ([personal profile] fordola) wrote in [community profile] aefenglom2020-12-05 07:30 am

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Name: Fordola
Date: 12/05
Format: audio;

[ Fordola didn't like to show emotion. She'd felt it before she saw it, and had retreated back to her nest.

She had felt a similar pain when she'd had to make the call. When she could have chosen differently, and accepted her death.

It hadn't taken long for her to find letters, of course. A promise that he'd change things, that he'd return to her. That he had seen how she'd changed. That he... loved her, as family.

But did it matter? She was here, and he was not. Fordola had spent days trying to figure out how to reach out to others.

And eventually, she made a voice post. It was best to hear here, wasn't it? She sounded in control, masking her pain under her accent. Those who knew Fordola would know that she was in quite a lot of distress, though - she didn't tend to speak with her Ala Mhigan accent otherwise. ]


People who've lost a Bond - how do you handle it? Though them vanishing or just realising it didn't work out.

[ A long pause. She had to specify, didn't she? That was what a good Commander did. And that's who she was. ]

My bond - Thancred Waters - was the former. But both are a similar feeling, I think. You don't-- fuck, you don't need to tell me who, of course. It's a sensitive subject.
omnicrafter: (release the kraken)

video, un: filament

[personal profile] omnicrafter 2020-12-05 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, and it was one of the hardest things I had to do. Sometimes all you can do is grieve.

Thancred's gone...?
Edited 2020-12-05 03:40 (UTC)
omnicrafter: (sidelong glance)

[personal profile] omnicrafter 2020-12-06 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
Broken?

[...Ah. So it is, then. Irhya swallows.]

I see. Do you need a buddy? I can at least offer a shoulder, if nothing else.
omnicrafter: (sorry bout that)

[personal profile] omnicrafter 2020-12-22 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
I understand. Where can I find you?