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[monotonality]

Name: zero
Date: Feb 20th
Format: text

alright. might as well get this the hell out of the way--

is being a monster supposed to be this annoying?

disgusting dead scales in my trash, pathetic emotional responses...

[Oh. Zero's having feelings. That's what's bothering her. Go figure.]

i'd rather die, thanks.

[Way to insult every vampire at once.......

How about just. A real question worth posting?]

if i fight it, am i gonna freak out?

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[monotonality]

great

guess i shouldn't have expected any different though. never stopped me before though.

[ZERO NO....]

[clickclickbang]

trust me you do NOT want to fight the changes!!

and maybe get a bond??

[monotonality]

yeah, yeah, bad time all around... right?

anyway. i managed at least that much.





think it would affect him if something happens to me?

[clickclickbang]

probably, yeah

[monotonality]

...figures. nothing could be that simple.

fucked up or not, i don't really want to drag him into my mess

[clickclickbang]

then you're better off not fighting it. it sucks, but it sucks worse if you do

[monotonality]

i could always break the bond if i had to

if it's just going to hold me back, maybe i'd be better off without that... attachment

[clickclickbang]

going without a bond isn't better yknow

[monotonality]

then it's my problem, right?

don't worry, i've been through my fair share of shitty situations. i wouldn't do it if i didn't think i could handle it

[clickclickbang]

you'll go feral and then it's everyone's problem and it also just sucks??

[monotonality]

you ever done it yourself?

[clickclickbang]

not gone feral, but went a bit without a bond and it

S U C K E D

[monotonality]

i guess it would be pretty inconvenient to lose it now

no. the part that worries me is that i don't want to lose it. which means it's probably just gonna come back to bite me in the ass

[clickclickbang]

why would it bite you in the ass?

[monotonality]

[This answer doesn't come as quick, as if she actually has to wrestle with saying it a little.]

the more you don't want to lose something, the more it can hurt you when you inevitably lose it

[clickclickbang]

yeah but that's being human

or a person

whichever fits you best?

[monotonality]

sorry, but i wouldn't say i'm either of those things, even when i was alive

with intoners it depends on who you ask. some would say they're goddesses. most would say i'm a demon.

either way, "feelings" aren't my thing

[clickclickbang]

demon, goddess, still a person.

[monotonality]

i paid my dues when i was human

i don't need that shit following me here

[This cycle is unfair and she doesn't like it!!!]

[clickclickbang]

can't help with that

sorry?