un: anonymous;

[thisisamazing]

Name: "anonymous" (Hiccup Haddock III)
Date: Feb. 2
Format: Text

some things recently came up and it has me thinking a lot. i'm not sure who else to ask this? the person i'd normally talk to is... part of it.

is it possible to have romantic feelings for more than one person at the same time? does that make you a bad person? i never had to consider it before because i thought everything would be simple, for me at least, but now it isn't so simple and i'm not

sure what to do

i don't want to hurt them

[ooc: Hiccup is posting anonymously but as this function isn't always reliable, let me know if you want him to anonfail! He's having some relationship troubles whoops.]

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[thisisamazing]

I mean, I- I know that, none of this has changed how I feel about Astrid in any way, but... [He breathes out, frowning down into his milkshake, which is idly melting in the glass.] You- Do you think he'll see how much I care about him, too? Even despite that? [Maybe that's what he's afraid of. That Newt won't want to be with him if he's not the only one in Hiccup's heart.

Not that he'd blame him for that. He deserves someone who will give him everything.] I'm just scared it won't fix things. I- I don't want things to be the way they are now for the rest of our time here. He's been avoiding me since that first conversation, and we've barely spoken, and I can't just- can't keep going on like this. Neither of us can.

Maybe that person was right. I am a coward. I should just- just talk to him.